Blabbing

well things are going...i have 2 jobs...3 if you want to count my networking marketing business with Plexus...but i just dont know about that one...i dont know many people and i'm not that sociable. i am struggeling and with my second job i'm getting burnt out because i come home from my main job about 1030 at night take my dog out and in bed no later than 1130 so i can be up at 320 to go to my caregiving job. i had a friend from school reccomend Plexus to me and yes i was doubting it but i am starting to feel like i have more energy, i am just not having any luck promoting myself or my business out there. a lot of people can't afford it right now and i dont want to be a pushy sales person so i usually thank them and move on. 

i just applied for a case management position at my main job and i'm hoping to get that...i feel i did really well on the second interview but i have some good competition. this would be such a blessing for me. better hours better days off...i could maybe even try to get a car so that i have one that i know is going to be reliable....

i am seeing/talking to someone right now and i like him but how do you know a person likes you...yes he at times messages me first and says sweet things...we dont do a whole lot of talking on the phone i think just because of my crazy schedule so we text a lot. i dont want to make him feel like he has to get serious or be in a committed relationship with me...it would just be nice to know i have someone and that he likes me for me and wants to get to know me more...i want someone who i'm on their mind first thing when they wake up and i'm on their mind when they go to bed. 

someone got into my car and took my car charger out of it. i can't lock it because the fob key dont work so it wasn't actually BROKEN into but they did take that and that alone....what is wrong with people these days. dont yall know how to work and earn stuff for yourself.

Plexus

Well I have become an ambassador with Plexus...i started a new journey in my life last year and now i'm starting a new chapter. i have joined my friend in a company called Plexus that offers all natural plant based supplements. i can't wait to see the changes it will give me to feel healthier and more energized. if anyone wants to join me please feel free to message me

vanillarose77@gmail.com

http://shopmyplexus.com/jenniferwood77/

And the weight is dropping

Well I am down to 205 and I have also went down a pants size. I know i am losing weight but i feel like i look the same. My belly is still big and fat and the only change i've seen is to my face. I cant do much as far as exercising, the doctor only wants me to walk for now and i cant lift more then 10 pounds. I tried doing things around the house 2 weeks ago and tweeked my side some how making it feel like i just came out of surgery all over again. And i'm worried about my eating habits. I work 3rd shift so my sleep and eating are completly different from normal people. So i'm afraid i will be grazing at work and eating too much. Plus i have a dog and when i work she wakes me up in the middle of my sleep to take her out. I dont want to be snacking too much at those times either. I just hope i can maintain success and dont lose hope and stay motivated. I'm already getting bored with this stage of eating and wanting stuff i cant have. This does not help. Lol but all things are possible with trust and faith in God.

here are the before and after photos i have so far. 

New Year

Well it is the year 2016. I am starting a new journey in life. I still live in Topeka Ks and I am still a night juvenile corrections officer. I am currently on medical leave because on December 30th 2015 I had roux-en-y surgery. I had been put on insulin for my diabetes around June and i knew i did not want to be struggeling with diabetes all my life and i did not have the discipline to stop my eating habits alone. So i had the surgery and i am 3 weeks out and I'm currently on stage 3 where i can now begin to eat soft food. I am so excited becuase i have been struggeling with eating creamed soups and malt o meal. Now i can have fat free refried beans, mashed potatoes, mashed carrots, tuna, and more then the last stage. I have lost a total of 14 pounds. But i have to get back into the gym so i can tightened up my skin. I am going crazy playing games online since i cant do much. Well back to searching pinterest for recipes. More to come.